graduationnnn

I am now officially a SMS School graduate. Towards the end of it some people got a pretty emotional, but it hasn't even hit me till now. I still have my schoolbooks on the shelf, the test papers all over my table, and my uniform hanging inside my cupboard.
On the way back home from the graduation, I think I ranted [yea I do that a lot] the most I've ever ranted about the school and how honestly crap it is, it was crazy.

Besides the fact that we've all pretty much grown into our pre-adulthood together for the past few years, it's that I KNOW most of us will probably lose touch, because it's kinda inevitable, as much as I don't want to believe that. It felt like ages from when we were newly in highschool till now after graduation, but I'm sure a lot of us would prefer to have maybe another year or so with people you've grown so close to, so accustomed to seeing everyday, and can't bear to think how it would be without them.
Of course, everything won't be the same, but then sometimes change is for the better. I think I would agree with pretty much everything I've said above there after it will hit me that that's it for secondary, and that's it for highschool. It's time to move on in our separate ways. All this sounds so overly-cliche, but it's the undeniable truth. I don't know how to say it in any other way. I just want to take the time to appreciate the people who've made my highschool years the way they were :) You guys know who you are.

The prom graduation party's on the 29th! And then that would be the last official time I would see more than half the people I've known for about 4 years. That's of course, assuming I don't go to MD i.e. form6 which is still pretty much undecided, though I have tried asking my dad a few million times where he's going to enroll me. Everything's pointing at MD, but we'll see.
I'm kinda badly hoping I could get back to JIS, but that seems pretty unlikely with all my dad's "reasons" which I'm sure will come up in one of my future rants, because I've been in the rant-y mood quite often nowadays. It's the sleep-cycle disturbance. [look at the time I posted this!]

Knowing all that, it still feels like I'm waiting for December to get next year's books from school :/ and I don't think the my moaping about my immediate future's going to stop anytime soon until ofcourse it actually happens, so bear with me.

I got streaks [again]. Dark auburn, though I wanted something a little brighter.

Brunei's killing me.

P.S.: I CAN'T BELIEVE I FORGOT, HAPPY BIRTHDAY XABIER ALONSO OLANO <3

Tagged, I'm it.

I've been tagged :) MEME. Tag atleast 5 other people after you're done.

1. What's your ambition?
To do something which doesn't take too much of my time but pays a hell lot. Yeah, i've got high hopes.

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
[I'm going to copy a few answers] both equally, but I can live without the latter but not the former.

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
Not at all I think, I always feel like whoever makes me feel that sad should suffer.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Sometimes I think I do, but not when I really need it. If you get what I mean.

5. Do you believe what goes around comes around?
KARMAAAA. Yes, I definitely do.

6. Do you believe in God?
Yeahuuuh.

7. Do you believe in eternal love?
Yes, and I hope I'll find it :D [cheeeese]

8. What's a perfect boyfriend/girlfriend like to you? (List 10)
- shouldn't be overly vain, leave that to me HAHA - obviously caring - somebody I don't have to make an effort to talk to - goodlooking is in there - get along with my close peoplesss - forgive my flaws [cz i will forgive his] - HUMOUROUS PLEASE... i can't stand lame unfunny - romantic is a must - must try his best to be like edward cullen - must speak sarcasm.

9. What would the worst boyfriend/girlfriend be like?
A SLIIIIME.

10. What feeling do you love the most?
The feeling of self-satisfaction. Like when you feel you can actually do something and there's a possibility you won't end up on the streets as a hobo.

11. What is your worst habit?
Picking my nose. HAHA okay no. It must be my uberlaziness. It annoys me too, sometimes.

12. Is there anything you want to tell the people who hate you?
What is there to hate in an angel like me? (a) HAHAHHA *barfs.

13. Do you cherish every single one of your friendships?
The ones which have really been close to me, yes.

14. What does flying mean to you?
without wings?

15. What do you currently crave the most?
Freedom and the control I had over my life which, sadly, didn't last. - ditto.

16. Have you ever regretted any decisions you have made? If so, briefly describe them.
To paint my room pink when I was 14. Darn it, nothing matches now.

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
The biggest dork you will ever meet.

18. What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?
killed my hair. HAHA no i DYED IT. Get? :P Okay yeah that was unfunny lame.

19. What will you become in another 10 years?
A crazy,26 year old football mum [not sure about the mum] who [if I have kids] will want them to follow in my footsteps to grow up to be the biggest craziest liverpool fans. HAHA HIGH HOPES.

20. If you could have one superpower, what would it be?
I think it would be to read minds, because I'm the curious type. Then again, Peter's power from Heroes is like the awesomest, but then it would be useless if i was the only one with powers. :P

I'm going to taaag
Sarah, Wana, Syazwi, Meeji, Prasadi, Winnie

If you're sad enough to actually check the blog of the person who tagged me, you will notice I changed the rules. You can use whichever la :P

hairdye and graduation

So my GCEs are over! And so are my highschool years. It's only been five years but it feels like ages! Off to college sixth form! Joy.

We had the graduation rehearsals right after chemistry [i.e. the last exam!] I was saying "summer..summer..summer.." under my breath. Okay, no I wasn't because, ew who does that? Anyway, the rehearsal was like 15 minutes for the actual graduating students, and the rest of the 5 hours for the awarding ceremony for whoever who won whatever. So much for the "Form5 graduation ceremony". Not to mention our MCs. LOL That's all I'm saying.

The "school party/supposed-prom" is to be held on the 29th, and that is if people pay up.

I've decided to get my hair completely dyed, but my parents dad [who influences my mom's brain] said not to make excuses when I asked for 10bucks to buy the Revlon DIY pack [which fyi, I won't be doing myself if I do get to dye my hair]. I don't understand what my excuse was, so I'm a bit confused. He said he's going to discuss it with my mom and let me know when he wants to. Yea, he might as well just plan out what I'm going to do for the rest of my life. Ugh.
I still have my streaks [albeit they're almost invisible] so I'm worried my hair'll die or something, not to mention my ohsosensitive skin.

Enough about that, I'll be mall-ing tomorrow with my girlies after a looong, loong time. I think I'll be glad to get out of the house. It's the asking for permission thing I'm not looking forward to.

additionalmaths2 = my high credit (:

WHO PWNED HER ADMATHS PAPER?!! YEAMAAAAN.

physics = killjoy

humming to: far away - Crossfade

If I ever find the people who set the Physics O level papers, I swear I'm going to burn them to the ground.

Needless to say, the paper didn't go so well. I thought paper1 was alright, but they always seem to have more than one correct answer and we have to, quote, "choose the best one" so I can't really predict my marks. Paper2 was messed up. Forces calculations with vectors and cathode-ray oscilloscope? SRSLYPPL? I'd be glad just to get atleast a little more than half the paper right. That would make my dayyy.

On the bright side, I guess this was POSSIBLY the last time I ever have to do Physics ever, EVER again. 3 more papers and I'm "free". Yes, they're in quotes, don't ask. Wish me luck :/

Form6 idk idk idk. :( How about JIS? or just anywhere but here srslyyy kthnx.

ciaoooo.

p.s.: I miss international dayyy! I loved the pickchures. (:

his armband proved he was a red, Torres, Torres

A headache has bombarded me and now I can't put my mind to studying. Not that I tried that hard though. I need to get to it though.

Okay, we can't win em all. But I can't see why the Chelsea fans are all over-excited about it. I mean, it's not like THEY beat us :P LOL and I actually went through the trouble of going onto their website and just breezing through with an open, unbiased mind, but the columnists proved me right with their stuck-upness which went SOMETHING like this:

"just because they beat us in one game after four years, they act like they've got the premier league cup in the bag..."

'They' referring to, of course, Liverpool, when we owned their asses not a long while ago. May I mention we ended their undefeated home run streak? :P LOL I can't believe they can be such sore losers man, I mean seriously. Glad that we were the ones to bring them back down to earth. Almost, anyway.

Oh, and not to mention the Solomon Kalou song? Psh, come on seriously the song doesn't deserve to be called a song.
One, because the tune is sooo the same tune as Nando's better and more awesomely-lyrical song.
Two, because nobody disses their ex-players man. Even if they did do coke. That's just wrong.
Three, Chelsea suck. And so do whoever are in the team.
Four, this doesnt have anything to do with the song, but.. Scolari is only at Chelsea for the money and they were NOBODIES before that.

Lemme get the lyrics for you yeah (:

He comes from the Ivory Coast Kalou, Kalou
He don't do coke like Adrian Mutu, Mutu
He crossed the ball from the left
It landed right on Riise's head
That's why we love Salomon Kalou!

He came in from the Ivory Coast Kalou, Kalou
He dont do coke like Adrian Mutu, Mutu
Infront of the Kop from the left
He crossed it on to Riise's head
Thats why we love Salomon Kalou!

See what i mean :P

Anyway, my exams aren't over, but my hiatus sure is. D Math is up next and I've got four hours of tuition for it, which I'm not really looking forward to. Math is killing me. No, I don't know what the 'D' stands for. Physics, AdMath and Chemistry, though is what's REALLY going to kill me. I think I say that in every post.

Oh, p.s.: happy belated halloween everyone (: