blinded by animosity.

Be warned, this isn't like a personal insult to anyone, so keep an open mind about it.

I am reeeaaaally pissed with the state of Brunei right now, and honestly speaking I don't think it's going to change anytime soon. The whole obsession with skin colour and the narrow close-mindedness of each and every race they have, it's so stupid it's not even funny. And don't get me wrong, it's not everyone, just a heck of a LOT of people. They're just soooo.. so blah here. You can pretty much see clones walking around the mall because they barely have any personality or difference in the way they think, dress or whatever. And they tend to stare their eyes out at you if you stand out from their clonelike-ness, especially if you're not Asian in any way. The racistness is way out of hand, till the point you have like 5-year old kids in kindergarten spitting out racist slurs at their classmates, just cuz! I mean, hello! you're five freaking years old! And where do they learn that from? ffs man.
Maybe it's just me? I really don't know, but what I do know is I'd take the first ticket out of here if I'd got one, and I reeeeally wouldn't miss this country at all. Maybe I'm just saying this now, I don't know! And yes, I've met some of the people I love most here, but the bad just tips the balance a liiittle too much for me. I'm sorry to any of you people if this hurts your feelings okay, but it's true.

All that ranting's making my head ache, but I'm glad my feelings are out.

And I even had second, third, fourth thoughts about posting this, because I do really feel bad for the people who might take this personally, so, again.. sorry. I don't know what triggered it today, but something did.

fasting makes me slow.

Who's stuffed right now without even eating anything much. Bleargh.

Today is officially the first day of the fasting month in Brunei, and as you can guess, I'm so thirsty I think my oesophagus walls are stuck together. Anyway, I think I'll survive through it since I've only got another hour or so of it left.

On another note, I don't know how long I've been out of the updatedness of LFC (which I think isn't that much since I only checked YESTERDAYYY)

1. Steve Finnan is officially no longer a red. He's signed onto Espanyol. We'll miss him loads, seriously.

2. We've signed Riera from Espanyol (I'm guessing Finnan was part of the exchange deal). Hope he lives up to expectations, just like the other dudes. I don't know how they're doing since I haven't watched a single game of the new season.

3. Voronin has signed a loan deal to Hertha Berlin I think. Thank God.

4. Riise wrote a goodbye letter. Such a sweetie. Looks like everyone's following Luis' trend at LFC now. ^^

5. Nando's gonna be out for 2-3 weeks. This means Rafa should have a backup plan for a striker since Voro's out too. GAH Do they think we can survive the mancs with just kuyt, ngog and keane? I need some serious football right now.

blah. I've to go get ready for sungkai now. So till then - hasta la vista, baby.

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Ramadhan's not starting tomorrow.
Bleh. That means school.

If you haven't noticed already, I've gotten new tagboard thingamajig. The other one keeps having the stupido google ads.

I'm watching this video on youtube, and the user's name is Fred. You can go check it out. He's so retard, it's cool. Don't watch more than 5 at a time though, cuz it'll annoy the heck out of you. HAHA.

OH and by the way, if anyone can give me a few websites where I can find awesome templates (except blogskin.com because none of the codes seem to work I DONT KNOW WHY) please let me know asap. It's not that I don't like the current template, it's that I took it as a temporary thing, and to be honest I want a twilight template. So yeah. Please and thankyouuu.